♥ 18 YEARS OLD ♥

我有很多东西要写，
有很多东西要讲，
我 postpone 了很多文章，
单单这一篇，应该是要在我生日的隔一天写的，
那里知道，
postpone 到今天


人生很多第一次，
我第一次，也是最后一次，
埋入 18 岁.


18， 18， 18，
很多不一样了，
什么不一样？

okay，来分析

1-4 岁：很单纯的一个小女孩，我都忘记了自己那时是怎样过的，印象很模糊，我只知道，我是住在巴生奶妈家

5-6 岁：搬回家跟父母住，开始上幼儿园，我与别人不同，5岁才上学，放学自己一个人在家，打扫屋子，每次都会尽力的将屋子收拾的很干净，那时有个小愿望，很单纯的小愿望，就是傻傻的期望有天妈妈做工回来会给我一个小小的赞赏。 事与愿违！

7-12 岁：认为自己比别的小孩成熟，实际上？！跟别的小孩一样，上学放学，做功课睡觉，朋友不多，雪仪，家荣，家进，婉仪，敏仪，惠敏，还有六年级跌班时那几个很努力逗我笑的男孩子 ，抱歉我的记忆力有限。

13-14 岁：上了中学，有点叛逆，不至于很叛逆，under control，最坏都是给老师捉着衣角来骂，给老师剪去一戳头发，哭死我，那时对我来说，头发就是我的一切，每一天都会带着一面镜子去学校，大个小个都有，那时镜子还有一个功能，就是反射我那时喜欢的一个男生的班，现在想起，觉得自己很白痴！做过什么比较难忘的事？有两件，一，用英语骂一个听不懂英语的男生，叫他撒泡尿照看自己适不适合追我，那时，文豪还告诉我那个男生失恋就像吃饭，我至今还记得；二，form 1坐我前面的那个男生突然转过声，很深情款款的跟我告白，第一次，男生跟我告白我的心没有跳到很快，很多回忆，跟诗韵，玉明，韵如，还有嘉琦，form 2时嘉琦帮我在学校办个生日会，那时我转校前最好的回忆。

14-17 岁：转校了，很多人问我为什么转校，不要问，就连当事者不懂的问题，又要怎样回答你们？第一个转校后认识的朋友，就是现在最好的朋友，小马，渐渐，认识了一组疯疯癫癫的朋友，其实最疯癫的还是我，哈哈？有什么难忘的事？最难忘的就是进料athlete咯，还有那跟几个死党一起做埋那些不为人知的白痴事，例如：去厕所洗了手用滴水诈对方，谈了一大大大大大堆的旅行计划，没一项做到。其实发现，我们之间的回忆很有限罢了。


18 岁：各走各的料，才发现，原来我们都很怀念中学时刻，点点滴滴，虽然不多，却刻苦铭心，可能长大了，变的懂事的关系，很多想法都不一样了，也逐渐变的很感性，不懂为什么，眼泪也流的特别多，有时可以看书看到一半在哭，有时可以想东西想到一半哭，有时可以发呆发到一半哭，有时跟佳玲谈天谈谈下，眼泪会在眼眶打转，最后忍着，没有掉下来，表面我可以装到很快乐，很坚强，内心我却慢慢的学习如何将秘密收藏着，原本以为18 岁我会变的很独立了，却发现不是，原来我自私的想把每个人留在我身边，不要离开我，我甚至会想，我先离开，你们才能离开，因为我不想经历人生的离别，我很自私，我承认，我占有欲很强，我承认，我不能没有身边的任何一个人。爱我的人，你要好好的爱我，不要爱爱下，不爱了，所谓的爱，就是你要疼我，就疼我一辈子，不要突然间对我大呼小喝，我不喜欢，也接受不到，我会即刻掉眼泪。想法多，想要得到的就越来越多，我会一切以幸福概念出发，我要有一天我不再是崇拜人那个，而是被人崇拜的那个，我可以很狠，我可以为了成功不折手段。有一天，我会让小看我的人知道，你人生最大的错误，就是小看了我，不要对我说，没有人小看你，你太敏感了。 不！有时一个人的一句话，却足以带到另一个意思，你的那句话，就是带我向往成功的动力。

♥ KLANG SEAFOOD ♥

it's time to update my blog.

hmmm.

still remember that I said I'm desire to watch "Ghost Must Be Crazy"?

and finally,

I watched it with my sis at Time Square 3 weeks ago.

haha.

is abit late to uptade this.

and,

I'm regret to watch this lousy movie.

total rate: 1/10

or may be 0.5/10

not funny at all.

and lousy too!

I just dunno why the ppl in the cinema can laugh until lost all their image when they watched this movie.

and I,

just like a stone,

sitting there,

with my = =" face.

okay,

may be my problem!?

the most scary part in this movie is this scene.

but it's looked like abit fake,

I meant the blood larh.

and the only funny part,

I can feel that how a actor/actress sacrifice themselves in a movie,

just like him,

he was pretending an ugly woman in this movie.

*CLAP for him*

blak blak blak blak.

I was scolding the movie all the way I back home.

and I spent a lot of money in buying dress that day,

kena scolded by mum.

next,

I forget what date is that day,
just remember it was the 1st Sunday of May,

1 of May I think so,

dad asked me to clean up his office that day,

and the ganjaran is Seafoods.

Okay,

dealed with it!

and the scary things happened in my dad's office,

hmmm.

shhhhhhh. Don't tell first.

and jump jump jump jump,

jump to the evening,

5 something,
We get ready,

and headed to Klang.

It has been long time I didn't go there.

I think 1 year, got.

We went to somewhere called ... Hai Lam

just beside the sea.

don't think you can have a wonderful swimming in the sea,

the sea is super dirty.

rubbish everywhere.

and I saw a guy was playing water in the sea,

the guy is almost 30 years old.
and the seawater is just reach his waist.

if you were there,

just imagine,

A guy is playing water in the sea which is full of rubbish and SHIT!

how could you eat?!

okay, just forget it.

dad order,

hmmm, 7 or 8 dishes.

there are few people due to the early evening.

I took some pictures while waiting for the foods.

some of our foods.

and I rate 1/10

DON'T GO TO THE RESTAURANT, EVERYBODY!
thier foods is just like a piece of ****!
not very nice, but very bad!

after we finish our foods.

and I took some picture again.

and this is the bridge we have to pass by when go in or out the restaurant.

that's all .
bye and DON'T stay tuned.

will be a very late post next!
=)

♥ ＣＯＮＶＥＲＳＡＴＩＯＮ ♥

Conversation in my class.

conversation 1
Hui Ting (HT): 嘿，我上报纸叻？
We all: har?!做么的？
HT: 我跟Se7en 拍照嘛.
Me: 哦，你去亚洲音乐节啊？
HT: 不是，是歌迷见面会，在亚洲音乐节之前.
Me: 哦...

然后............
(女生都是爱pebopebo讲个不停的）

Me: 你懂王力宏有皇室血统的嘛？
They all: har?
HT: 哪一皇？
Chee Ying (CY): 哪个国家的？
Me: 他是中国那些皇帝的孙子咯
They all: har?
Qiu Li (QL): 中国有皇帝姓王的咩？我只知道有姓唐的，秦的...
HT: 有皇帝姓唐和秦的咩？
QL: 唐太宗 和 秦始王 咯。
HT: 唐太宗和秦始王不是姓唐和秦的啦，那只是他们的称号来的啦。

= ="


conversation 2
Me: eh,你从哪里来？
Darren：金宝
Me：哦，怡保金宝啊？
Darren：嗯。
Me：将你现在住哪里哦？宿舍？
Darren：蒲种咯
Me：跟谁住哦？
Darren：我阿姨
Me：将你怎样来学校哦？
Darren：搭巴士咯
（我知道自己好像问很多料，再查家底将）
Me：哦，将你几点要出门哦？
Darren：早上７点半咯
Me：哦
Darren：做么？
Me：没有拉
Darren：你要租屋子啊？
Me：没有拉，我住在这里附近的，也不是很附近拉，就要坐火车来的拉
Darren：将你问这些做么？
Me：恩，啊．．．还是没有什么啦
Darren：讲啦，没有什么的
Me：嗯，就我以为你是从泰国来的
Darren：．．．
Me：你懂什么意识的哦？
Darren：懂～
Me：没有啦，其实我开玩笑的，不要当真啊。

（其实是他走路有点挺胸，所以我的意识是讲他有点‘纳’，可是他绝对不是同性恋的拉）

教功课时，
Me：帮我交下？！
Darren：我是ｇａｙ的喔～

＝＝＂

♥ COLLEGE LIFE ♥

as shown above,

COLLEGE LIFE.

my dyed hair.

pretty?!

I think should be lighter.

next time,

I want to dye yellow colour.

Mum agree too.

everyday,

wake up early in the morning
I think 6.45 o'clock.

I need 15 mins to choose my shirt or dress,but I never wear long jean.
so, don't hope I will wear long jean like other students.
15 mins more to bath.

then have my breakfast with parents at restaurant.

7.50 a.m., dad fetch me to ktm,

I take ktm to Kuala Lumpur station.

then across the busy high-way.

it's very dangerous, u know?

I still remember,

last time when I across the high-way,

a car is coming,

then a guy keep oioioi-ing me.

LOLs.

I know larh,

the car is coming,

still far away, okay?!

reach school before 9.30a.m.

and start my class
let see my schedule.

only thursday class is noon.

and the academic calender.

it keep remind-ing me,

time fly everyday,

beside,

I'm looking for some job.

I need vitamin M (money) very very much.
really.

so, I search the job everywhere.
webside and newspaper.
then noted down.

and finally,
I get a very very very nice job.
RM 80 per day.
thanks god!


I prefer tuesday,
tuesday's class until 12 p.m.
just dunno that day I go to college for what.

for my attendance mark.
10% only.
I'm not really mind it.

but then have to rush to work at 1.30 p.m.

back home have to do my homework.
my table very very very mesy everyday.

I clean everyday,

but then ,

NO USE!

LASTLY,
I' m not forget my beloved blog.
I have noted down what's going post for the next.

I just don't have time.

and,

END!

♥ Singapore trip ♥

hmmm. tis is the pic before i dyed my hair.
quite miss my black darken hair!

n sorry,
I'm not free for self-shooting.
is really super duper hyper busy.

k.
just talk about my Singapore trip.
I just summarise it.

BUT,
no pictures here.
I didn't bring my camera & hand-phone to there.
my sis brought all my stuffs to Pulau Redang.


hmm.
Mum n I went to Singapore by tren.
Dad n my little bros stayed at home.
they had skul n work.

so Thursday nite,
which was 7th of April
we went to Kajang KTM and waited there for 2 hours.
11.30p.m. our tren came.

I slept whole nite in the tren.
but couldn't sleep well.
the tren's light was on all the way.

I like to sleep in dark.

well,
6.45 a.m.,
we reached Singapore
my aunt came to fetch us.
She brought us to have our breakfast then headed to my uncle's house.
we put our luggage there n bathed at there.

AND,
I SLEEP EVERYWHERE THAT DAY.

I slept at my uncle's house,
even tot only 5 mins.

then my aunt fetched us to hospital to visit my grandma.
my grandma was sick badly.

when reached the hospital,
my mum chit-chat with my grandma,
and I slept there again.

then the nurse came to check my grandma,
I went to the lobby and continue to sleep.

after tat,
we had our lunch at somewhere near by my aunt's house.
and back to my aunt's house to sleep.

I slept until 6 o clock.
woke up n bathed n waited my uncle came to fetch us to have our dinner.


Second day,

we shop everywhere
Bugis street, Orchard road,Orchad ion ......
and i bought nothing.
I HAVE NO MONEY.


Third day,
7 morning 8 morning,
back to KL.
reached KL at 9 o clock nite.

and Stay Tuned! =)